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Oh livejournal...no one loves you........ [Sep. 14th, 2006|03:22 am]
Sue Lucarelli
screw myspace...lets come back to livejournal. It never crashed, it's really hilarious to look back upon.

I'm updating for old times sake.

I'm feeling very nostalgic, that's usually zia's department. But I kind of miss hanging with the ROOMMATE PRIDE crew back in philly. We had good times even though our other 3 roommates blew...and the 2 newer ones (not including becky) were freakshows!!!! OMG remember how we took that one girl to Brandies house for the 4th of July....THAT WAS SO AWKWARD.

OKAY, so some man just IMED me with his telephone number...im never posting my IM on myspace again.

But anyway, Philly wasnt so bad.
Brandie is moving to LA with Meghan another friend from college. I wish Zia were moving out too. We'd have soooo much fun.
I wish Epitaph would move to the East coast.

I was showing Bianca (my new roommate) some crazy weird NJ...it made me miss New Jersey and my friends, the adventurers.

LA is okay. It gets old after a while.
I do love my job...it's the one thing keeping me around.
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What's new? [Apr. 20th, 2006|01:42 am]
Sue Lucarelli
Let me update you guys with the happenings in my life.

I am still working at Epitaph...www.epitaph.com. I still love my job somedays more than others, but it's better than your average job. Hell I live for my work. I love working with the bands, i love working with my boss and co-workers, i love how I can wear what I want, say what I want, and Im never censored. I just love the music and the scene and everything it embodies.
It feels as if I attend more shows than there are days in the year. But it's something I enjoy. If i werent at a show, i'd be sitting at home watching TV. It's basically become my social life.
I am constantly meeting new people and that's so much fun. It really keeps life interesting.

Now that everyone is getting ready to graduate, it really has me thinking. If I chose to go back to school a year ago...what the hell would I be doing with my life? Would I still be a film major? hoping to graduate, move to LA, and persue my film career? or would I have kept the contacts I made at Epitaph and try to worm my way back into the music industry?
It's so weird to think that at the time, it didn't seem as if the decision to stay in LA would be that life altering... (side note: when I first decided to stay out in LA, i was planning on going back to school and just finishing up either in LA or San Fran. but that would be after i took a year off to just figure out what the hell i was doing before I wasted anymore of my money and time on a major that I might want to abandon)...
I am just really stoked w/ my decision and I know i'll feel this way in a couple of years too.

I learn so much everyday. More than i ever could at some university. I am actually getting the real life experience.

A little off topic...it's about the music industry though...
one more reason why I love Epitaph so much...
It's an independent record label. We're not run by some fucking guy, that calls the shot from his swanky little office in his little suit and tie...It's run by some rad guy who's in a band (so he knows how to deal with bands) who still dresses hip and still understands what kids are into. The office isnt filled w/ 35-40 yr old men with business degrees from random universities around the world. It's diverse, crazy, fun and that's the way I like it. I can't be corporate and I have a problem with authority to an extent...But I like everything epitaph stands for. I love backing a company I believe in. Man, and the current Epitaph roster is so strong.
From First to Last
Matchbook Romance
Motion City Soundtrack
Escape the Fate
I am ghost
These bands make me proud to be a part of this company. I think they're all super talented and will carry us through the next few years.


EH i'm done ranting and sounding lame.

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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2006|09:33 am]
Sue Lucarelli


do it for me?
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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2006|02:53 am]
Sue Lucarelli

Seriously...People really just piss me off.
I was at this show tonight...it was like an emo rock show. So it was pretty mellow. This one band comes out (the band i was waiting to see) and they're playing their last song and this dude starts screaming...he was just talking...but fucking SCREAMING "BOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "GET OFF STAGE FAGGOT!" "THIS IS A PUNK ROCK SHOW" "YOU SUCK!" "AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" "BOOOOOO!!!!!!!" it honestly was soooooooo fucking annoying...I let them do this for like about a minute or two before i just couldnt help it and said something...
I walked over to them and yelled "wow you guys are fucking soooo punk rock!!! yelling at a band woooo!!! you guys are cool!" and i walked away...but as i did it the kid was like "AHHHHHHHH" even louder just to piss me off. And it worked. I turned around and yelled at him again. he then came over and got in my face...so what do i do? i get right back in his and push his face (like in a 'back the fuck up' gesture) HAHA okay I guess i shouldnt have done any of that...but seriously I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE going to a show and having someone just yell shit at a band. If you dont like something that is fine...just talk amongst your peers and stop ruining the listening experience for everyone else.
The best part is...the fucking asshole guy and his friends went and cried to the security guard about me. I was pulled aside and the security guard was like "are you drunk?" and i was like "no way dude. I pushed him because he was getting in my face...calling me a bitch" and so the security guard went and talked to the guy some more where he then came outside and said it would be cool if i apologized because hes a whiney ass annyoing kid...and that he's younger than me...so i refused. Fuck that. I wont appologize for what i did. He should appologize to everyone in the club for being an asshole.

I'm seriously the non confrontational type.....but sometimes i just get this fucking rage inside of me where i feel the need to say what it is that is bothering me. I bet when this kid goes home tonight he's fucking pissed and he talks about it for the next week...but you know what?! he probably will think before he starts heckling. I want to run him over with my car. I won't back down. I love music and i love going to shows and seeing the bands that i love. I won't let an asshole ruin it for me or for anyone else. I'm sorry but it's my life. It's the one thing I'll stand by and fight for.
Shows are the one place where i feel like i fit in...sure it's lame...but seriously...I feel comfortable...And when this kid was just obnoxiously yelling shit it made me feel like I HAD to say something...defend myself. But whatever people can think what they want...

I shouldn't take shit so personally.

Maybe i should stop going to so many shows. I should find a better outlet. Maybe I should just be annoyed next time and bottle it up inside and complain about it later. MmMmm or maybe i should start carrying brass knuckles and beating the shit out of people. Maybe if i kicked one persons ass i would feel better...

I really haven't been mad in a long time...like serious...PUNCH THE WALL...BREAK SHIT mad...So maybe i need to just stop bottling up my emotions...then i wont be so quick to throw the first punch.
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NJ PRideeeeeeeee [Jan. 2nd, 2006|09:15 pm]
Sue Lucarelli

New Tattoo....mmmm
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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2006|01:35 pm]
Sue Lucarelli
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
I made the decision to not go back to school and stay in Los Angeles.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make one last year...I can't keep them, so why make them...

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
a co-workers wife did.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
More friends.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
the entire month of June.  MmmmMmmM 16 Bad Religion shows in a show...and I sang w/ them once.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting a radtastic job.

9. What was your biggest failure?
I wouldn't describe anything I've done this year as a 'FAILURE'...But I guess its going back to finish school.  It's one of those Catch 22s...ya know? Like in a way it's the best thing that's ever happened to me...but I dunno if and when I will finish.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
OMG- my stupid knee...Its been injured for the past couple of months...IT SUCKS SO BADDDDD!

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I bought so many rad things this year.
A SIDEKICK was the best purchase by far...that and a PSP...mmm

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Uhm?  Im not sure.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
It's not that important.

14. Where did most of your money go?
I DON'T KNOW!  my apartment.  uhm...useless articles of clothing...shows...cds...food...airfare.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I get excited about everything really...
16 Bad Religion shows.
Going to work everyday.
Punk Rock Bowling.
Just seeing Bad Religion in NY and NJ
Going home.
Seeing my Dog.


16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Sugar we're going down.  FALL OUT BOY.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
1. Happier or sadder? Definately happier.
2. Thinner or fatter? the same i think.
3. Richer or poorer? poorer...surprisingly...

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Go out more...

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
thought instead of just doing.

20. How did you be spend Christmas?
Brett and Gina's house.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favorite TV program?
OMG- LOST, HOUSE, Family Guy, and Arrested Development.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

26. What was the best book you read?
Greg Graffin's Thesis haha.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Wow...hmm...Panic! at the Disco...Cartel...Kelly Clarkson...

28. What did you want and get?

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
I havent seen all of the movies I shouldve for this year. So I really cant say.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
lost a shitload in vegas.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
the Security of a job.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Hardcaw as fuck!

34. What kept you sane?

My Friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Uhm...seriously it's like beating a dead horse.

Greg Graffin- Kevin Costner - Dennis  Quaid - Hugh Laurie.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Iraq and Katrina

37. Who did you miss?
My family.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Just believe in yourself and you can do anything.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Dance Dance...HAHAHAH

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Wow- Long time no update!! [Dec. 31st, 2005|12:15 am]
Sue Lucarelli
I'm going to start posting in here again! Atleast that's the plan.

So What is new?

Nothing really. I am still in LA. I still work at Epitaph. I hang out with good people on a daily basis.

I am pretty much content.

I didn't go home for the holidays, I was bummed about that. But I did make the best of it.

Tonight I was at the Death By Stereo show (front row) and some dude went to do a stage dive and clocked me in the face!...
My glasses are broken.
My eye is swollen.

I jumped on stage told Efrem that my glasses were missing so he told the crowd they all moved back and someone picked them up. I was greatful because seriously...I cant see without them. So i was on stage for a minute when i decided i'll go stand in the back or outside to get some air...I jumped off stage and my knee cracked. I seriously think i tore the cartilage. I went to the DR a couple weeks ago they said it was a menicus tear possibly...but they never referred me over to an orthapedic. So I'll call tomorrow. :)
I fell to the ground outside and sat there to recover.

Im home now...hurray...

Tomorrow in New Years EVE. I dunno what Im doing...i think im going to some house party.

OH and New Years Resolution...
hmmm...did i make one last year? I dont think so.

I did chose an album of the year though and that was Bad Religion's The Empire Strikes First.

ALBUM of 2005...good god it's so hard. "commit this to memory" MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK. No Joke. I am obsessed with that album!!!
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I know what i need to do but.... [Nov. 6th, 2005|01:49 am]
Sue Lucarelli
I'm afraid to take chances. Last time, it blew up in my face....
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I want to feel infinite. [Sep. 5th, 2005|10:05 pm]
Sue Lucarelli
There are times that I look at my life and say "HOLYSHIT!!! YOU'RE SOOOO RAD!" and other times I just dont get it. Man things are going so well for me, i dont want to brag, I dont want to feel like it's all i talk about, but seriously it's something that I'm so passionate about...the music is something that really makes me who I am...I just enjoy music and the people that come along with it...
Its just great to finally surround myself with like minded people...I new some back at home...like one or two of them...but that was really it, I never really ever feel like i'm completely 'in' i always feel somewhat out of place...but meh, I dont really focus on that so much anymore.

My new apartment is amazing. It's in such a sweet location. <3
I'm now truely out in LA by myself. No more Drexelians...goodluck to everyone that went back to that shithole. I'll see some of you in a year maybe less.

bah- i need to budget my money a little better. I cant help it, whenever I get my paycheck I want to buy something...Its an illness! Lost season 1 comes out on DVD tomorrow!

PS: I OWN THE NEW COHEED AND CAMBRIA ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And I have so many shows coming up in the next two months!

I want to go home to NJ to see my family...soooon...maybe nov or dec.
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Long time no update... [Aug. 19th, 2005|12:34 am]
Sue Lucarelli
Dear Livejournal,

I haven't completely abandoned you.

Your Pal,

Actually I've been super busy, I visit a total of 5 websites on the internet:
1. www.badreligion.com/forum
2. www.myspace.com
3. www.purevolume.com
4. www.punknews.org
5. www.cnn.com

Im sooo lame.

Anyway, big news in my life, I now have a job...seriously...I go to work everyday, im not late, i enjoy what im doing, its the best thing that couldve happened to me. I have the best boss ever, he's super cool and down to earth. he's a great guy. I'm pretty content with my life. I feel sometimes though people hear what i'm doing and their first reaction is to ask: WHAT ABOUT SCHOOL!:>!>!??!?!?!! It's like, I'm the only person in the world that has chosen a different path. I'll finish school, just not right now. I have a rad job...It can wait, opportunities like this wont come along ever again. And not to mention, if and when i decide to leave, i'll be set for life, my resume will be sweet.

Other than that, I just miss my dog.
I really want to go home for a bit and take the Sparkster back to LA w/ me. I've been mulling over that decision for a while now. I'm afraid it'll kill her, she's older...I dont want her to feel out of place and homesick. I'll decide in Dec when i'm home for the holidays.

I've also cut a lot of people out of my life, especially a lot of my 'friends' from Drexel. I dont keep in touch and neither do you, what's the point of calling us friends. So yea, if i haven't talked to you in a month, i've deleted your number out of my cell and screen name off of my buddylist.

BLAH more ramblings.
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